Hello everyone, it's been a while. This is not a happy update or anything so if you can’t handle it don’t read any further.I’m still on my hiatus with no real plans on what’s going to happen in the future of this account. I did want to make a bit of an update/aware of my situation currently since that was the last thing I left on the account. Activity on the GoFundMe didn’t go very well but the living situation is the same but now happening and in motion. I have no funds. I’m stuck in a very uncomfortable position/arrangement financially. I will be taking over the lease here with two other people and split the rent. Unfortunately the rent is even higher than it was at my apartment but without much context it was the easiest decision since the landlord is the same that I had with my apartment so he has a slight understanding of the situation. Apartments are really terrible with requirements so staying here was just the smartest move. I’ve been really just living on a gamble whether some of my friends can provide a bit of funds for groceries, essentials, cat food, and most importantly my storage unit. I’m already a few months behind on my rent here which is even cheaper now since we haven’t taken it over yet. It’s a shameful existence but it’s just how it is when you’re stuck between applying for programs to help or jobs. It’s purgatory really. My mental health is unfortunately deteriorated but it is always being worked on as much as possible. Physical health has also taken a turn for the worse as what comes with the mental health situation unfortunately. It’s a losing battle but I’m trying to remain as hopeful as I can. I had to grovel and beg my brother to help me for even a bit with his stupid ‘conditions’ that are unnecessary. I already feel bad asking so he doesn’t make it any better since my family is out of the question. I will have about 2 months rent that starts officially in June after that we fly or we fall, that's just it. I just hope people will get back to me. I know this is a more serious update and I can’t really pull myself up to do the internet enthusiasm really anymore. I stopped taking commissions and doing art in general the last few months as it is. I can only draw so much if I force myself to really sit down and do it. I hope I can figure it out. I really don’t want input on the situation, especially opinionated ones but some genuine advice or resources is appreciated. I hope everyone has remained safe and healthy in their own situations and if not well then I hope it gets better in time. I will try to answer notes but won’t really respond to comments or anything and if you want to donate (which you don’t have to especially if your own situation doesn’t allow for it) here is the GoFundMe link:

https://gofund.me/6728adb3

Again, I am severely inactive on almost all social media and especially Discord but will do my best to get back to you when I can if you reach out or anything.