Hello everyone and my friends and those who send me notes on here. I been having some terrible and unimaginable worse thoughts in my life right now. I just can't seems to think that it will never disappeared or goes away. We all have bad or worse thoughts in our lives. Even animals too. I just can't think enough that some things are not always going to be the same how it once used to be for me. It just bugs me a lot and I can't seem to get it out of my head or my dream. I feel like things just got much complicated for me when things gets ugly and bad. Think of it as bad to ugly.

I feel like I been left out in the dark when I first started having a social media account in February 2013 and I really just feel like I need someone or anyone to talk to like my friends or so. I just feel unsatisfied and disappointed that things will always get much worse and bad in my life right when I think about worse thoughts in my head like me being depressed when I try to be more active and be more successful on what I do for a living in my life when I try to improve my ways and skills. I feel like I'm having the same feeling that I will be forgotten one day or so and so on. Even if I die, or decide to be reincarnated by coming back to the living world by being a brand new person with a new body and a new life. This will never disappeared. Everything comes back to haunt you. No matter what age you are or who you are or what type of person you are.


Well my commission details and prices is still open. I'm still waiting for people to commission me for once. Just once honestly. https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10815065/