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y'all i ain't done yet
a year ago
i have so much shit i wanna draw, that's one of two things that give me a reason to keep going (aside from being a fatass and enjoying food)
but holy shit if the past week of trying to make content hasn't been the biggest drag i've had in an entire year--i ended up refunding like 3 clients last week with apologetic colored sketches cos i was not feeling it
and now i just wanna make some drawings to upload and i'll like, draw part of an eye, go dissociate, come back and draw the face, go dissociate, come back and get angry cos the face looks like shit, start over, do a little better on the face but the body looks mid, go dissociate
i know there's a thing called "burnout" but what's new, everyone gets burnt out. it's just, i CANT get my full potential out, and i'm just
i dunno. i just dunno and the more i dunno the angrier people get with me and i want to go live on the moon instead
but holy shit if the past week of trying to make content hasn't been the biggest drag i've had in an entire year--i ended up refunding like 3 clients last week with apologetic colored sketches cos i was not feeling it
and now i just wanna make some drawings to upload and i'll like, draw part of an eye, go dissociate, come back and draw the face, go dissociate, come back and get angry cos the face looks like shit, start over, do a little better on the face but the body looks mid, go dissociate
i know there's a thing called "burnout" but what's new, everyone gets burnt out. it's just, i CANT get my full potential out, and i'm just
i dunno. i just dunno and the more i dunno the angrier people get with me and i want to go live on the moon instead
it's bullshit man.
This part's especially true and scary and it needs to be said more.
Like, fuck, the fact that anyone would vote for a man who can't even remember who he's running against, let alone one with 91 criminal indictments who's openly said he will make himself a dictator if reelected and whose campaign promises include mass deportation of Mexicans, forcing Americans into the military for the purpose of fighting for Putin against Ukraine, and "dealing with the Jews"... It's beyond terrifying.
GONNA TRY TO KEEP DOING WELL THANK U
but thank you nonetheless !!!!!!
I get that, the need for the planets to align: There to be enough free time to draw; there to be the motivation to do it; the water level of depression, physical illness and other anxieties to be lwo; enough willpower to avoid an easier distraction and the drive to finish it, and the talent actually turned on.
Feels like chasing an eclipse sometimes. Good luck.