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On the dawn I'll set my sights. A new horizon.
a year ago
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May is finally over, and with it, another segment to add to "one of the worst moments of my life."
It's fitting really. I've sat here listening to Open Sky on repeat for the last 2 hours or so. In a new room. A feeling of some stability returned to me. All the hardship I just went through, slowly drifting. Not gone, but distant.
There's still a lot to do.
I'll need new speakers, a new dresser, a new mouse. Money to spend, but not impossible to get. I don't know what it is about this song, but I feel like I have something to smile about once again.
I bought and set up my new desk. My old one needs to be let go. I can't keep everything. The same goes for the old dresser my sister decorated and I kept. The more I've tried to hang on to the things that have given me an identity these past years, the hard they were being torn from me.
I'm moving on. I found a way out of this nightmare and I'm going forward. It's not the best place to be, admittedly, but it's stable. For now.
My computer's set up. My room is on it's way to completion.
I can finally breath again.
It's time to go.
It's fitting really. I've sat here listening to Open Sky on repeat for the last 2 hours or so. In a new room. A feeling of some stability returned to me. All the hardship I just went through, slowly drifting. Not gone, but distant.
There's still a lot to do.
I'll need new speakers, a new dresser, a new mouse. Money to spend, but not impossible to get. I don't know what it is about this song, but I feel like I have something to smile about once again.
I bought and set up my new desk. My old one needs to be let go. I can't keep everything. The same goes for the old dresser my sister decorated and I kept. The more I've tried to hang on to the things that have given me an identity these past years, the hard they were being torn from me.
I'm moving on. I found a way out of this nightmare and I'm going forward. It's not the best place to be, admittedly, but it's stable. For now.
My computer's set up. My room is on it's way to completion.
I can finally breath again.
It's time to go.
