I know I'm all to blame
I'm honestly just ashamed
Disheveled and in pain
Distressed and distran
Depressed and distain
Feeling it's all in my brain?


Loneliness is isaine
Always makin' a game
Never wanted to 'play'
Just wish you'd 'stay'
Will you ever come home someday?
Wish I had the chance to 'run away'


Chase the heartbreak all the same
Just something to escap
Start the day with a glass of chardonnay
Eventually graduate to more weight
Sometin' to ease the pain...
Never belive in 'faith'


I'll see you someday?
I know You'll push me away
...Could you see it from my way?
But know I don't want to date...
I love you like a mate
I know you don't see it that way...


Settle for compromise friendship and advice
Should of did that when you where 'nice'
...would've never have a 'vice'
I'm too hurt to think twice
Now I think I'm going to 'die'
scared to say 'goodbye'... before my time


I know love is a fantasy
Romance is hopeless to me
Dead flowers on my 'street'
I'll see you on the 'screen'
Think of what it could be
. . . Knowing you could never love me


Feeling women hate me
I dont know.. what I do
unintentionally obsessed
Just.. stressed and upset
I dont want just the 'sex'
I'm definitely not the... best


I know Men aren't to well
Definitely know 'we' fell
I don't want that to be 'me'
Like shadows in the streets
Uninvited in the sheets
'It' happened to me..


They'll Take advantage of the weak
Catfishing 'you' and 'me'
Questioning if there was Concent?
Robing our innocence
Killing our 'sense'
Forgiving to forget


I just want to live