Hey, so another bad update here. Nothing good to say really... Again.

So my living situation has changed. My partner of nine years and I have split up. I won't go into details; it's somewhat messy and I don't want to start drama. It's private, and aside from the few friends I have gone into detail with it who have known the situation for a while... I'd prefer to keep it private. So I'm newly single at 34, unable to work because of my shoulder being shot and getting worse as well as my mental health, in a state where I cannot get aid or disability (I tried, trust me), and with nowhere to go and no more roof over my head in the next 60 days.

So, I am taking action. I'm not taking this lying down. It sucks, and it's going to be really rough, but I have to come out of this... I have friends rallying behind me trying to help, and I need to pull through for at the very least their sakes. My own? I'm still numbed... I haven't even cried or broken down yet. I just put my head down and got to work. Maybe once I process all this and the last decade of my life ending comes to hit me, then I'll be able to be upset... But for now, I can't afford to be because if I close down entirely, then I won't be able to move forward. And for the first time in a while... I want to move forward. Not in a good way, but in a "I need to prove I can do this" way.

This action I'm taking? I'm selling my fursuits that I can sell, as some need refurbishment before I can sell them. I'm selling my PC, my VR, my TV's, everything I own, even some of the characters I have. This is the fire sale of my life basically, and I'm going to be going through everything I have in order to make money so that I can afford to live for a little while, keep working at getting better with writing now that I've gotten more used to the pain and numbness and been able to work around it as long as I take breaks, and be able to take commissions again in good conscience. However, I don't know if that all is going to be enough. Life is... Expensive. I don't have a way to really generate income outside of commissions, and so I need to be able to do that. I'm looking at things I can do... Which isn't much... To see if there is a way I can get enough money per month to at least live on. I eat like a bird IRL (Seriously, 1 meal a day most of the time because anxiety), but I need monthly money so I can afford the basics... Life is like that. Basics? Insurance for the car I am going to be living out of, cell phone, and food. That's it really, because nothing else I truly need. Sure I would like to have my MS Word subscription so I can write in a software environment I know, and my Photoshop subscription so I can keep drawing, and all those things... But I can adapt. I have to adapt. So basics as basics can get. And those basics? 3 commissions per month with my current prices cover the insurance and phone bill. Food is another 1 per week. So 7 per month and I can do it, but I cannot guarantee that. And I need to clear my queue in it's entirety before I would even consider opening for them. So that means selling everything, making sure I have as little as possible so I don't need to look at a storage unit, and getting to work on writing. Some may see this as the kick in the ass I needed, and that wouldn't be entirely wrong, but... Also this was the thing that took depression that has ruled my life for years and snapped it into something that made sure I am either surviving, or not. No middle ground anymore.

So, deets on what I am selling, and ways that you can help me:
My fursuits are going to be listed here: https://www.thedealersden.com/other.....ukewuff/114621 Just 2 for now, but I will be listing more as I get them cleaned up and refurbed to sell in the next few weeks.
My PC: 7800X3D CPU, 64GB DDR5 6000 RAM, 6950XT GPU, 5TB NVMe storage with an extra 1TB in SSD for deep storage, watercooled, full RGB fan setup, 2x 32 inch MSI curved 1440p monitors, Logitech peripherals.
My VR: Full Index setup with Tundra 3 point tracking.
My TVs: 70" 4k Sony Smart TV and 55" Samsung Smart TV
My Sonas: DM me for deets on those; there's a LOT
Other things up for grabs: I have various lego models, unopened gundam models, completed gundam models, 3 of 4 generations of Xbox (All the high end ones, so the 360e, One X and Series X), a Switch, a Steam Deck, an Alienware M17R2 that I just repasted and repaired last week, various squishables, the biggest lovesac model they make, a 5.1 surround sound system, and a ton of other stuff. Basically, if it's nerdy I likely have it and want it gone. Again, DM me for deets.

I can be reached at Corgsdale on most everything (X, Telegram, etc.).

My links to send me funds if you want to just support me directly are:
https://ko-fi.com/corgsdale
https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/fatdraolf
$sasukewuff on CashApp
Corgsdale on Venmo

Please note that posting all this is NOT me begging for help. I won't do that. I've lived a fairly privileged life as an adult (Childhood not so much x.x), and I am not going to beg here. I am asking for help because... Well, I need it. And I don't want to do it with noting in return. I just want to offer choice... And I want to make sure I have my bases covered. I don't, but I am trying. So thank you for taking the time to check this out, and I hope... Heh, have to say hope because I don't know how the next 8 weeks are going to go... I hope I can keep writing for all of you.