✿Taste of life✿
a year ago
The 2 main reasons for my constant procrastination are the tiny village in which I have to live, and a lack of understanding of the meaning of what I do!
I used to sincerely believe that I could feel happy being in absolutely any situation - even in a crumbling apartment with a bad repair, even in a village in the northern marshes. The main thing is to do my favorite thing, try to look for positivity in everything, give and receive love. In fact, it's not that simple. If you are constantly surrounded by annoying things, if there is no place for the eye to rest and feed on aesthetic energy, a feeling of hopelessness appears, and the creative source gradually runs out. In such conditions, it is quite difficult to create and feel happiness.
I've been living in the big city again for the last month, just like before. And despite the fact that sometimes it took me from 1.5 to 2 hours a day to get on the road, my productivity and creative energy increased significantly! I've painted more this month than I've done all winter! I became more actively involved in my social networks. And most importantly, I realized what I wanted from myself and from drawing, and I saw the direction in which I needed to move.
And for that, all I had to do was get out of the northern swamps to the city of my student days, go to a couple of events and get a taste of life again.
I used to sincerely believe that I could feel happy being in absolutely any situation - even in a crumbling apartment with a bad repair, even in a village in the northern marshes. The main thing is to do my favorite thing, try to look for positivity in everything, give and receive love. In fact, it's not that simple. If you are constantly surrounded by annoying things, if there is no place for the eye to rest and feed on aesthetic energy, a feeling of hopelessness appears, and the creative source gradually runs out. In such conditions, it is quite difficult to create and feel happiness.
I've been living in the big city again for the last month, just like before. And despite the fact that sometimes it took me from 1.5 to 2 hours a day to get on the road, my productivity and creative energy increased significantly! I've painted more this month than I've done all winter! I became more actively involved in my social networks. And most importantly, I realized what I wanted from myself and from drawing, and I saw the direction in which I needed to move.
And for that, all I had to do was get out of the northern swamps to the city of my student days, go to a couple of events and get a taste of life again.