Updates on Disability - A Thank You To All
a year ago
This is a more comprehensive update to the last journal I posted so I can get my thoughts out better.
I just recieved a letter with the date of my hearing for disability. It is in September, and while that is still a ways off, it's at least a concrete date I can look forward to. With a legal team backing me this time, and an insurmountable amount of evidence, I would hope I could achieve my much deserved disability after 5 long, grueling years.
Generally speaking. Things can still take time after the hearing, as there is a "determination" period, but from my experience it is at least less than just waiting for a court date. And with a legal team this time it may be quicker. With 5 years of back pay, at the rate I was being estimated (1200-1400 per month), I can legit pay off my car, my other debts, pay off who I owe, and have plenty of wiggle room to keep myself afloat for anything, which will give me all the peace of mind I'll ever need to begin an actual journey into real healing.
Exhausting is beyond what I could ever call this. And I can't wait to have this be over. I'll finally be able to just... Maybe relax for once. Or focus on everything else so I can eventually relax. The amount of stress and anxiety has been so crippling that I've been sometimes completely unable to move, and waking up from PTSD related nightmares and siezure aftermath, just to live out my life anxious constantly about everything else till sleep and worry about the day tomorrow, is how I developed a fear of sleeping.
I just hope this is it. I've earned this, after all this time I've earned this...
Thanks for reading, and to all those who have helped so far, even if it was just through moral support, thank you from the bottom of my heart.
You've really helped to keep me going.
I just need to get a little further and make it to the finish line.
If you'd like to help me get there. Please consider donating. All donations go to bills and debts and food and medications, and any amount is helpful.
Thank you so much.
Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/kampferwolf
PayPal: https://paypal.me/KampferWolf
Cashapp: https://cash.app/$KampferWolf
I just recieved a letter with the date of my hearing for disability. It is in September, and while that is still a ways off, it's at least a concrete date I can look forward to. With a legal team backing me this time, and an insurmountable amount of evidence, I would hope I could achieve my much deserved disability after 5 long, grueling years.
Generally speaking. Things can still take time after the hearing, as there is a "determination" period, but from my experience it is at least less than just waiting for a court date. And with a legal team this time it may be quicker. With 5 years of back pay, at the rate I was being estimated (1200-1400 per month), I can legit pay off my car, my other debts, pay off who I owe, and have plenty of wiggle room to keep myself afloat for anything, which will give me all the peace of mind I'll ever need to begin an actual journey into real healing.
Exhausting is beyond what I could ever call this. And I can't wait to have this be over. I'll finally be able to just... Maybe relax for once. Or focus on everything else so I can eventually relax. The amount of stress and anxiety has been so crippling that I've been sometimes completely unable to move, and waking up from PTSD related nightmares and siezure aftermath, just to live out my life anxious constantly about everything else till sleep and worry about the day tomorrow, is how I developed a fear of sleeping.
I just hope this is it. I've earned this, after all this time I've earned this...
Thanks for reading, and to all those who have helped so far, even if it was just through moral support, thank you from the bottom of my heart.
You've really helped to keep me going.
I just need to get a little further and make it to the finish line.
If you'd like to help me get there. Please consider donating. All donations go to bills and debts and food and medications, and any amount is helpful.
Thank you so much.
Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/kampferwolf
PayPal: https://paypal.me/KampferWolf
Cashapp: https://cash.app/$KampferWolf
SSID will pay out as if you have an income to be a supplement for the remainder of your life, and can be adjusted to your needs depending. You can have a savings account and save as much as you'd like.
Just hang in there bean, it'll be over and things will be brighter in your future.
Many hugs and good luck wishes to ya Kampfer!
I know some people who are in close to the same boat as you so I know how it might feel. Hopefully everything goes well for you :hugs: