Hello, hello! I'm still alive. Just gonna tell you all where I've been!

I finally got out of uni, I should've done that earlier but I hesitated a lot and I don't want to disappoint my close ones.
There was a time I stayed awake for days, got hospitalized and waking up with joints pain that I had to use a cane for a while.
Physical pain was okay but it was during final year that messed with my brain and that's where I can't take it anymore.
There are so many times I think to myself "I can't deal with this sober" or thinking about ending it for good. So I quit.
Yet, I can't go back to what I was few years before that. I met some good people and I was glad for that but I wouldn't experience the whole thing again.


Well, I should stop rambling now.
I'll be replying to notes now, I'm sorry for keeping anyone waiting all this time.

Laters

(I wrote this in Notepad first so the paragraph might be a bit weird.)