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16 years ago
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Steam ID - SevenFisher
The subject was meant to be Porn in general, but I'm talking about something else. Somehow. o_o So, um, subject is... all over place, I just want to write this down for some reason.
As massive pervert (in way of porn/eye candies - I don't stalk men and peek them in their shower! That's far nastier), I'll have to admit I'm getting bored of porn tbfh. No nothing to do with my wanting of sex (if it was that then, god I need help as i had sex last week) but rather to pass time. Funnily how back then porn was all new and stuff like that...so it was like passing time.
But now I've grown older and stuff has happened lately I don't feel the urge to go on them. While I think it's good thing actually, I do find it annoying when I, erm, have hard-on.
I think it's probably because with free time I have - I'd rather to do something else. Like playing videogames or even tidying up house/do dishes or errands like that. Which is weird as today I was like "Hmm...nobody's going to be home so I may as well look at porn", only few seconds later, I went "Naaaaah" and stuff.
Would this considered as "settling down"? I don't know why I end up feeling like this but I'm actually glad I did, rather than do 'quickie' every day sorta thing (in fact, it's dropped to 1 or 2 time a week - maybe nothing) and do something far interesting than looking up on porn.
Still, I hope 2010 is when I start to get know more people and eventually find someone special, but I won't bring my expections too high, and for now I'm content (i.e. happy) with having <gay> mates to have fun with as long as we're comfortable with each other (yeah we're kind of whores) when hanging out with all mates just to chill out with booze or doing something.
I'm glad 2009 existed, because it has teached me many things and I've grown to be bit more mature because of it, of course I'm still silly/immature in places but I feel like I've grown up a bit. That and some on bed. Oo-er, naughty me.... lol. For that I hope 2010 will be even better and actually show me more things to consider, learn, and to experience something.
Some people may moan how bad some years can be (when they have good reason I'll admit that - my mum had pretty bad year), it does MAKE people stronger for next year(s), I know I'm happy having these bad years because it actually gives me experience/stuff to learn about and for that, I've become stronger and very experienced which makes me say "Bring it on, next year!" and learn for year after that, and year after that...it's endless cycle :-P.
With that out of way:
ELEVEN DAYS TILL CHRISSTMAS FUCK YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAH
As massive pervert (in way of porn/eye candies - I don't stalk men and peek them in their shower! That's far nastier), I'll have to admit I'm getting bored of porn tbfh. No nothing to do with my wanting of sex (if it was that then, god I need help as i had sex last week) but rather to pass time. Funnily how back then porn was all new and stuff like that...so it was like passing time.
But now I've grown older and stuff has happened lately I don't feel the urge to go on them. While I think it's good thing actually, I do find it annoying when I, erm, have hard-on.
I think it's probably because with free time I have - I'd rather to do something else. Like playing videogames or even tidying up house/do dishes or errands like that. Which is weird as today I was like "Hmm...nobody's going to be home so I may as well look at porn", only few seconds later, I went "Naaaaah" and stuff.
Would this considered as "settling down"? I don't know why I end up feeling like this but I'm actually glad I did, rather than do 'quickie' every day sorta thing (in fact, it's dropped to 1 or 2 time a week - maybe nothing) and do something far interesting than looking up on porn.
Still, I hope 2010 is when I start to get know more people and eventually find someone special, but I won't bring my expections too high, and for now I'm content (i.e. happy) with having <gay> mates to have fun with as long as we're comfortable with each other (yeah we're kind of whores) when hanging out with all mates just to chill out with booze or doing something.
I'm glad 2009 existed, because it has teached me many things and I've grown to be bit more mature because of it, of course I'm still silly/immature in places but I feel like I've grown up a bit. That and some on bed. Oo-er, naughty me.... lol. For that I hope 2010 will be even better and actually show me more things to consider, learn, and to experience something.
Some people may moan how bad some years can be (when they have good reason I'll admit that - my mum had pretty bad year), it does MAKE people stronger for next year(s), I know I'm happy having these bad years because it actually gives me experience/stuff to learn about and for that, I've become stronger and very experienced which makes me say "Bring it on, next year!" and learn for year after that, and year after that...it's endless cycle :-P.
With that out of way:
ELEVEN DAYS TILL CHRISSTMAS FUCK YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAH
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But yeah, the "usual" gay guys in ads and such are....meh. Not my type.
used to be on anon but that died out. Much better this time around
You just do it because you have an organ for it
and it likes to campaign for the support of your other organs and forms a rally
then you're screwed
then you play golf