Hai.

After a lot of talking with my special sweetheart  softfoxxo and another good pal of mine, I've begun to refind my center, as it were.

Some inner peace, comfort in my own skin, that kinda stuff.

So, I'm just gonna make some things clear.

Anthro Emberflame is the default now. She's also my sona, no more of this flip-flopy "mascot? avatar?" blblbl, I am Emberflame Foxheart. And not in an otherkin sense either.

And since I'm finally more comfortable with my identity now, I'm shedding the whole 'goddess' thing I've been doing. I barely use even a quarter of its potential, and honestly it feels like I was overcompensating for my issues now. I don't need it anymore, so I'm going back to what I enjoy. Just a nine tailed kitsune, a shapeshifter, planeswalker, control over fire and lightning, some trickery and such, but able to be vulnerable in general instead of forcing it.

That said, I also played Cassette Beasts recently, 11/10 fucking buy it

And it also, surprisingly, helped me with one of my own mental issues regarding my past content.

I hardly be subtle about how much i loathe my past works for being cringe, self-fulfilling, blblbl

But after seeing that exact same kinda topic covered and thoroughly played out, I feel more at peace with my past online in that regard. The vitriol has left me, for the most part, and I've accepted that even if i think its bad now, it helped me get to where i am now. And that even if i hate it now, which i don't anymore, i still liked it back then. And that means something.

But yes, does a little twirl with the tails and hops up and down.

I've brought myself back to the present.

Life may suck right now, but it will get better. I just have to keep going.

And this peace of mind will help a lot.



And yes, still fox queen~