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a year ago
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I wish the trash would come back.
I miss friends who hate me.
I wish they could hear the music.
I wish in hearing it, they'd feel worse than I do hearing it.
It's better that way.
Everything is so awful, yet not even as awful as it should be.
Only just good enough so you can't complain about how much it hurts without someone making you more miserable for saying anything at all.
I should have a better sense of humour at this point.
But I am sick of all of it.
And I barely said a fraction of how I feel.
Not possible to say it well enough, anyway.
I miss friends who hate me.
I wish they could hear the music.
I wish in hearing it, they'd feel worse than I do hearing it.
It's better that way.
Everything is so awful, yet not even as awful as it should be.
Only just good enough so you can't complain about how much it hurts without someone making you more miserable for saying anything at all.
I should have a better sense of humour at this point.
But I am sick of all of it.
And I barely said a fraction of how I feel.
Not possible to say it well enough, anyway.
