I just wanted to post a small update since its been about a month since I posted anything after I was very active for several months.

Zagreus was meant to be my life companion, moral and emotional support for my disabilities.
He was my chosen cat. He was loving beyond belief and losing that has been devastating.

I lost him to an incredibly rare variation of an already rare disease for a cat his age, after only having him for a little over two years.
He was wonderful and precious and didn't deserve to have the kind of sickness he did.

Even though its been a month I still am struggling to emotionally recover and find joy in anything. I've also got all the debt from him still looming over me.
I love my other two cats a lot too, but they were both pushed onto me by the world cat distribution system and he was also my very first.

My room mate has since adopted a new cat in the house, after making sure it was okay with me for them to have another over me finding a new friend.
I think they found a wonderful boy.


Beyond Zagreus and the new cat friend, I have several other things weighing on me that I don't really want to discuss here, but they are not making it any easier to cope and move on.


I will try to get back to Art again, I just can't tell you how soon that will be.


I'm very not doing well, but I can promise anyone reading it won't lead to me harming myself or offing myself. I have supports and things to live for, I'm just dealing with a buttload of trauma right now and have to work through it.