heart disease was strike really hard this time
i thought i might think actually uh.. die
but well i'm survived and live another day
but i think i really stop making me any kinds of stresses
its literally killing me now

so i'm really sorry commissions could be slower or something
but i dont want to die

that doesnt mean i will be fucking lazy and do whatever
i will always working as much as i can

if you ever ask me how is it going i can provide queuecards but that's all

i cant risk my life again to satisfy my customers anymore

it ..is what it is.