Oh well, the first shock has passed and now I can share what happened. Sorry everyone for the silence, I needed to come to my senses a little. I found out last night that my grandmother died and it's like... damn really? Immediately after grandfather almost at the same time? And this is not to mention my younger sister’s oncology, which has been keeping me on edge for a year now. Life doesn't like me very much huh? In any case, thank you very much for your support. I kind of seriously needed to hear this.

What a shitty year...