I didn't come home to the farm, with a big luggage... Donated most of my clothes, to the homeless shelter, those that will never-ever-ever fit... Going to be hard, to replace them in "this size", and especially down here in the countryside, where you can't really find a decent clothes shop... Currently, I have about four different summer clothes to wear, in this heat, when going into that dusty little town nearby... but only one of them is... acceptable... This one is light orange colour, with large sunflowers... Why, oh why, do the designers put, a large flower pattern, on XXL+ clothes?! Even I know, that is optically fattening!! Thanks a lot! Least the design is good with a V decolletage, and with a medium length. As for the other three, the one with the square pattern, wouldn't be bad, but it's shoulder straps always fall "off"... unless I just stand still, most of the time... Impossible. The one with the orchid pattern, (again large flowers...) is way too long! I can only walk in it really slowly... if I would be an elegant lady, it may look good... but I'm not... currently... Last, I have the grey one, with the golden glitter spots. Short, and comfortable in this heat, if it wouldn't be for the really deep decolletage... Not, with how I currently look... have plenty of that "added weight" on my breasts... one wrong move, and I'm showing a lot more, than I intended to... So... the orange one remains, as my only choice. Problem is, I'm stretching it to the limit... I brought it, when my weight was around 96kg... I told myself then: I will never go above "100", it will not happen! Sigh... but it did... My half-brother, did some changes to this dress, cut the elastic bands, stretch it... stretch it more... It fits, but it's definitely not hiding my curves... and, that's not the worst part... if I dare to put on my bra, under it, I simply suffocate. No bra, and... well... least less is shown, than with the grey one... and if someone notice it, I can still make that cheap excuse: F*ck! I forgot to put on my bra, this morning! A little pathetic, that it seems to be every morning... Sight... I really have to lose some weight....