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Acceptance
a year ago
Listen up, savior!
Hello, again. Sorry for the meltdown a few days ago... I was in a really bad headspace.
After some contemplation and discussion, I've accepted that perhaps some people aren't worth the stress of keeping around. Sometimes, it's just... not meant to be.
I'm going to focus my energy and attention on the people who believe in me, and put my effort into self-improvement. If some people can't see me beyond my teenage mistakes, then that's their choice. Nothing I could ever do would fix that.
Maybe, if I improve enough, those who have abandoned me will come back. Maybe they won't, but that's just the nature of the game we call "socialization".
And don't worry, I'm not going to kill myself. Losing a handful of fake friends doesn't completely skew the scales when I have so many who stay by my side, supporting me along the way. It would be a slap in the face to the latter if I only listened to the former.
If anything, the people who want me to kill myself have only given me more drive to NOT commit suicide. After all, what could be sweeter than proving them wrong? I'm sticking around for as long as I can, so get used to my crappy upload schedule!
Love y'all, and thanks for the kind words in my time of doubt.
After some contemplation and discussion, I've accepted that perhaps some people aren't worth the stress of keeping around. Sometimes, it's just... not meant to be.
I'm going to focus my energy and attention on the people who believe in me, and put my effort into self-improvement. If some people can't see me beyond my teenage mistakes, then that's their choice. Nothing I could ever do would fix that.
Maybe, if I improve enough, those who have abandoned me will come back. Maybe they won't, but that's just the nature of the game we call "socialization".
And don't worry, I'm not going to kill myself. Losing a handful of fake friends doesn't completely skew the scales when I have so many who stay by my side, supporting me along the way. It would be a slap in the face to the latter if I only listened to the former.
If anything, the people who want me to kill myself have only given me more drive to NOT commit suicide. After all, what could be sweeter than proving them wrong? I'm sticking around for as long as I can, so get used to my crappy upload schedule!
Love y'all, and thanks for the kind words in my time of doubt.
Trust me, i get those meltdowns a lot myself but i prefer to keep them hidden inside.
You arnt alone.
You have people who care about you and im glad you recovered from that meltdown buddy