I'd like to apologize to anyone who has replied or contacted me lately. I been under a lot of stress and some depression due to my mom. 2 weeks ago my sister came down to take my mom to the doctors and ell she doesn't have dementia, she has moderate alzheimers and well she is not allowed to drive anymore. THis puts me in a tough position because i do not drive myself, and with how suddenly this changed things, it means i now have to start ordering food to get delivered among other things, but with my mom insisting she can drive i have to keep her in check till the car is gone. Also add to this is of course my medical issue with the potential surgery for me after my September appointment and me needing a dentist\oral surgeon to help me with my teach because of ym sensitive gag reflex and the high anxiety i have.


My dad is helping but with him one state away i can only get his help once a week to help me with some shopping, but its very stressful and to be honest i am a bit scared of what to do now. Its highly likely by January i will be living with me father in New Hampshire while my mom will either be living with my brother in South Carolina or an elderly care facility. It would also mean teh cats i have, might be gone too. its very very hard and i been trying my best one day at a time but its very new to me and such.


So again sorry tyo everyone who has contacted me lately. i just been so out of it.