so im finally starting to feel sorta normal lately. for a while my mind just wasnt all there anymore with all the stuff happening in my life. i felt like a bad anxiety was always forming when i was talking to someone along with me losing my wording as i tried to talk too and for some damnable reason that anxiety would start to boil up fierce when i had gotten a message or call from someone. that anxiety is still there but its at least not as bad now


just wanted to get this down. i doubt anyone will read this anyways but i want to say im feeling a bit better