i'm so tired

i've been crying every day for the last two weeks, i have been suffering from insomnia for several days now, have an overwhelming feeling of loneliness, i have friends, but they're all busy with work and their lives and i don't want to burden them with my existence none of my problems can be solved by talking anyway, my piercings are inflamed and i can't lose weight, no matter how hard i try, i can draw, but only 3-5 hours a day, the rest of the time i feel mentally retarded, i can't study and develop normally, i always have no money, and the expenses in my life are getting bigger and bigger, every time i look in the mirror, i see a pathetic creature

i'm tired of feeling like a piece of meat that has to fight for its existence day in and day out with no hope of having any of my problems solved

i'm in despair

i'm sorry it's been a summer without illustrations, i feel really sick

new illustrations will be up in september