Depression, loneliness, financial hits....
a year ago
Guys, I'm sorry I haven't been active here at all this year. lots of things happening. Not too many people message me much anymore, and when they do, I don't know what to do or say to keep the conversation going. Mental deterioration, I've been getting more and more depressed when my dad lashes out at me. He lost his job last week, so I've been worrying about the future... I really don't want to take any comms for this, because well, for one thing, motivation is highly unstable, so it could be months before i even get to ONE.
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Right in this moment, things are hard, and yes it may get harder, but for now, your getting there.
Great work <3
I hope things stabilize for you!
Do keep in mind LegendTheDragon, I have yet to finish my own fetish projects, and one of them is now 4 and a half years old to complete (with hundreds of characters in the story mind you). But I will eventually finish it, it just comes down to the bio sheets, and just getting other photos in the meantime as well as numbering.
Take your time with the stuff, but also, as Drizcen mention, life will eventually get better and don't stress out on other things you can't control. I feel sorry for your dad losing his job, that is never easy to find another one you like (it's probably why I mentioned to Suit yourself that if filmmaking and Djaying wasn't my forte, I wouldn't mind working at food/restaurant/dining places, except Cruise Ships those, avoiding those at all costs if you ask me and having to go on for 10 months....Nah, not happening, that's pretty much the entire year being stuck on the ship for that length of time).
It will get better, but it takes time to get back to where you last left off. Take breaks, get some sleep (sleep does help with issues like mental depression and mood), and heck, for me that is, music and things to watch (heck, you could easily find videos you love online and post them in journals; I've seen artists do that and share with others what they have found if you ask me. Always fun to see what they post in their journals you might find interesting). But it takes time...And even video gaming does take a chunk of your free time too if you spend more than say 5 or 10 hours at best (Palworld is a good example of how much time that games has made me spend on, especially base maintenance and upkeep that cries from the pals/monsters would be stuck so much in my head that I wouldn't be able to get them out of my head every night...But hey, hearing cute characters with their cries is at least better than hearing creepy voices at night).
Either way, "Take It Easy Out There"...Inspiration will come sooner or later.....But don't forget to remember the process, or the things you left off and try to finish them as much as you can (even if it's minor or very small work).