Just feeling down now...my paternal grandmother had been in the hospital for several months now because of her being so weak and everything from chemo and all those cancer treatments. And they finally managed to somewhat stabilize her somewhat that she stopped loosing weight, and last time I met her there at the hospital she was lucid and everything.

So they thought they could get her back home, so she could be in a familiar environment. But she was stil super-weak, and my grandfather was just too overwhelmed with taking care of her, making sure she ate and drank enough and take her meds and everything, so after not even three days she is back at the hospital again.

And in the past few days she just felt more and more tired, and I just fear for her now. I just am wishing right now with all my mental might and power and whatnot, just hoping and wishing that she will recover and be well, so I can talk to her, visit her again, hugging her, just spending time with her for several more years to come.

I just want her to be healthy and her feeling normal again...