The last three days have been pretty nice in comparison to the last three months. It's almost cool, and we got rain alongside a real sky. I've been losing energy and will with all the blue and bright flashing lights and maddening heat, even at night.

Yesterday it rained a lot very early, but stopped by the time I went out. Still brought a hoodie because the forecast but it was superfluous. Did the tying-it-around-my-waist thing and was fine. Too warm to actually wear it after a while (70 degrees). The sky was made of waves of either milky grey or slate, was nice to look at.

I went to the park near me, there were, of course, damn dogwalkers there and out in the streets but not as many as usual. Monday was infuriating the sheer amount of people outside, but Wednesday wasn't as bad. The ducks were all over the place, by the cars, through the trees, and flying in and around everywhere. I guess the rain spooked them. Some even came up to me to sit by me. I explored all around the building, much more than I usually have. Overcast weather really brings out the beauty of things in general, so much. The wind was helpful to make it feel nice even though I was certainly sweating.

I don't think the sign at the crosswalk will ever say it's okay to pass. Pisses me off. I hate cars so much. Thankfully after about 10 minutes I crossed when I couldn't see any more of them. I should get another pair of water-resistant shoes, if I can ever afford that. The ones I have are velcro. It's so nice to not have shoelaces.

Saw the six raccoons who like the catfood we've got today. I think I've only seen them all once, but my mom sees them a lot. Didn't come back when I put out food for them though..

Sorry almost all my art lately is NSFW, just most of what I have rn.