Okay ,

so I've had plenty of time to calm down. The main problem with me was, looking for a job. So I'm still looking, still hoping, but also looking into going back to school to see what I can get from that. The other thing is, a year ago I moved into my own post covid place. I made it a personal goal to meet more people, and get more connections in the community. In short, I had felt very powerfully that no one was reaching back out. I'm by several people this is very normal, give it time and some luck. So I guess I'll do that.

For reference, friendship is hard work to maintain especially as an adult. If someone seems like they're deliberately trying to make a connection with you, consider reaching back out if you can. My little pony teaches that friend ship is something worth working for, the reason that show took off is because that's also a good lesson for adults. Treat friendship the way you treat money. You're always looking for ways to make money. Try treating friendship the same way. I can very literally say my friends are the reason I'm still alive today.

And for everyone who reached out to me over the past few days, you are one of those friends and the fact that we barely know each other shouldn't take away from that.