this gonna happen here too, ha fuckwads. I kinda called it joining BRICKs is a flag maybe red that the country is going authoritarian and keep neesing news article of our PM shaking hand with putin and joining BRICKs the worst just showed up and our "elected" communication(?) minister issuing DNS blocking soon which means most western sites might be blocked soon so fuck my life and existence I guess should hag my self cause I really do feel I dont want to see what the fucking next day might bring, I'm effective jobless now anyway stopped taking comms all that.

Some malaysians still need explaining what DNS blocking is but alot of furry are already IT experts so I dont tattle more here, basically I'm screwed many way ways, in life and now in net too good job for bringing me into THIS world, And mind you I still have not gotten enough sleep on the fucking daily I keep forgetting shit, I might not die from sleep deprivation and I sure as hell do feel like diying more now, scribbling red lines nor ice paining isnt doing any of the tricks I want a knock out blow I cant wake up from anymore

this gotten really suicidal but what it feels like, when there's no where to go off is the better option.