Had been feeling kind of timid faving and commenting on the more adult content here. Its no real secret that I have fears of how folks judge me when it comes to certain matters - and its well justified to an extent. People generally don't tolerate things that are different to them, and its what makes me lie and hold back about particular matters.

But then, I look at the rest of FA here and realize, that all my odd tastes aren't really taboo about this place. Its real breath of fresh air finally starting to settle in here and having a more comfortable facets here. After all those years of watching all this from afar, its just damn wonderful to finally be a part of it, even if only a small part.

Why didn't I do this years ago? The very same reason. I was somewhat scared and guilty feeling; like I would be going in over my feathered little head. I really need to stop over thinking my decisions about things and just do them. Live and learn I guess, right?

Anyhoo, there are a few slices of pizza in the fridge that are calling my name...