Got a charge back on paypal for a commission that was already finished. Tried messaging the person and I was blocked. Awesome. Now my paypal is overdrawn by $80 🥴

I have 2 cents in my bank account right now, I think I found 2 quarters in my pocket yesterday after work.

Like... I have nothing. This is exhausting and really frustrating.

I'm probably gunna have to pawn my laptop just so we can eat for the week because we have nothing and no food at home.

It's so hard working so hard and having nothing to show for it.

And I get it, like we are so broke because we are still catching up on bills and stuff from when I couldn't work and it was just Jake trying to support us.

I have been working overtime, 5-6 days a week 10-14 hour days.

We are hoping we will be caught up on our bills by the 1st of the year, then we will be able to begin saving money and actually afford to take care of ourselves.

I'm sick right now, have a horrible cold, no energy, bad cough, throat hurts, sinuses are all burning and messed up, and I still came into work for a 10 hour shift tonight. I will be working 2 more nights after tonight, before I get any days off.

I'm just so frustrated about that charge back though, I did the art, sent it to them, they were happy with it, then months later the money is sucked back out of my paypal.

I don't even know when I will be able to afford to get my paypal back to a positive balance. $80 is a lot of money for us right now.

Ugh.