I'm just so tired... I'm aggravated... and I'm pressured. I can not figure it out every time I thought I had it figured out. So, I'm just going to take another darn break from posting anything here or elsewhere to get my mind straight.

I have been repressing all of these brewing negative feelings lately. I feel like I never wanted to admit that I'm honestly not okay. Every time I try, nothing goes. It's just rinse and repeat, the same old thing. I'm really trying, but no, life just had to get difficult, which is why I haven't been talking to people or even attempting to talk to people, or give updates on commissions or other art because I've been on a block recently.

I know what I want to do, but nothing is working out or coming out the way I would like for it to, and I need to figure it the hell out. It's still worse that I can't explicitly talk about it as I do NOT want a repeat of previous trauma-inducing events from years ago. I'm just so tired of this... I don't just need another break. I deserve another break.