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Tired and autumn darkness!
11 months ago
It´s time for a vent of mine with some of the feelings i have had regarding this site.
Yeah while i don´t exactly hate autumn i don´t like the tiredness i get from the shorter days and the cold.
Even if i live in a very nice apartment with good heating and have a job indoors.
There is a period between September and november when i seem to loose alot of my normal energy.
This has resulted in some lower motivation from me to do art, acrually i feel kind of depressed in a new way this year.
I sometimes feel kind of anxious in a new way and sometimes scared and nervous.
Had a nightmare the other day where everyone knew about my toilet fetish, my parents and everyone at work, they asked me to leave the workplace and not come back.
I sort of keep hearing theese voices in my head that tell me i should not be doing what i am doing. (it´s not voices but more like my own thoughts.)
Sometimes friends call me or massage me asking if i have been too busy to read their latest massages or pics they have sent to my phone.
And i have been stuck in front of Blender for the last 4 hours.
Yeah so i think i spend too much time doing this kind of art.
I have decided to start to wean myself off from doing toilet themed stuff for a few weeks.
This includes not using my main OCs Judee, Eliax, Steve or my other characters, in the toilet fetish stuff i have been drawing lately.
I will still post artwork but it will not be about toilet stuff anymore, at leaste not with my main OCs.
Yeah my main goal with those characters was actually a comic that i was planning titled "Space Dergs" or something like that.
It would sometikes have adult themes in it but not scat/toilet themes.
I sadly got carried away with that stuff and now Furaffinity is flooded with my art.
I have deleted some of my art, about 100 pics have been removed so far, i don´t plan on removing it all but the older stuff i made will be removed.
My plans for next year as i have planned so far, i plan to start makeing changes after newyears this year.
1 Requests will not be deleted.
2 I will keep the last 50 or so artworks that i made.
3 I am going to make another Discord account to replace the one i was forced to delete because of scammers.
4 I am going to eventually make the Space Dergs comic and publish it, possibly here on Furaffinity but on a diffrent account.
5 I am going to make more stuff for my Deviant art account.
I have made some plans for the last few months of this year,
Yeah while i don´t exactly hate autumn i don´t like the tiredness i get from the shorter days and the cold.
Even if i live in a very nice apartment with good heating and have a job indoors.
There is a period between September and november when i seem to loose alot of my normal energy.
This has resulted in some lower motivation from me to do art, acrually i feel kind of depressed in a new way this year.
I sometimes feel kind of anxious in a new way and sometimes scared and nervous.
Had a nightmare the other day where everyone knew about my toilet fetish, my parents and everyone at work, they asked me to leave the workplace and not come back.
I sort of keep hearing theese voices in my head that tell me i should not be doing what i am doing. (it´s not voices but more like my own thoughts.)
Sometimes friends call me or massage me asking if i have been too busy to read their latest massages or pics they have sent to my phone.
And i have been stuck in front of Blender for the last 4 hours.
Yeah so i think i spend too much time doing this kind of art.
I have decided to start to wean myself off from doing toilet themed stuff for a few weeks.
This includes not using my main OCs Judee, Eliax, Steve or my other characters, in the toilet fetish stuff i have been drawing lately.
I will still post artwork but it will not be about toilet stuff anymore, at leaste not with my main OCs.
Yeah my main goal with those characters was actually a comic that i was planning titled "Space Dergs" or something like that.
It would sometikes have adult themes in it but not scat/toilet themes.
I sadly got carried away with that stuff and now Furaffinity is flooded with my art.
I have deleted some of my art, about 100 pics have been removed so far, i don´t plan on removing it all but the older stuff i made will be removed.
My plans for next year as i have planned so far, i plan to start makeing changes after newyears this year.
1 Requests will not be deleted.
2 I will keep the last 50 or so artworks that i made.
3 I am going to make another Discord account to replace the one i was forced to delete because of scammers.
4 I am going to eventually make the Space Dergs comic and publish it, possibly here on Furaffinity but on a diffrent account.
5 I am going to make more stuff for my Deviant art account.
I have made some plans for the last few months of this year,
