Unbearable
a year ago
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I’m sorry to post so much.
I am hurting so much and I feel myself losing it. I have mental health conditions and I’m worried I am going to get really bad. The more time goes on the more things don’t feel real, I’ve no appetite but I also want to eat everything?? It switches. I feel nothing, I am empty and numb but I feel a million feelings. I feel like reality isn’t real since gramma passed.
I’m sorry I just need to vent.
I am hurting so much and I feel myself losing it. I have mental health conditions and I’m worried I am going to get really bad. The more time goes on the more things don’t feel real, I’ve no appetite but I also want to eat everything?? It switches. I feel nothing, I am empty and numb but I feel a million feelings. I feel like reality isn’t real since gramma passed.
I’m sorry I just need to vent.

McLovintheMonkey
~mclovinthemonkey
It is an odd feeling but at least you want to eat. Dad had to forced to eat when Mom died. Your brain is just trying to sort everything out. So everything in all parts of it got jumbled. Just keep eating 3 times a day even if you don't want to.

SlothCvddles
~slothcvddles
OP
That’s true. I’m still so sorry about your mom. Thank you for always being a good friend to me ❤️

McLovintheMonkey
~mclovinthemonkey
It's no problem. The first week after she died we went to Cindy B's to get her usual. Then stopped at the checkout like we forgot.