I feel like my heath has gone from bad to worse in not that much time 😥
This is mostly just me ranting for myself because I’m tired, so feel free to disregard this journal, but everyone’s been so nice and supportive so I thought y’all might like to hear what’s going on too.

Went to some doctor’s appointments and had to meet with a cardiologist because now they’re all worried about my heart, they found out i have genetically high cholesterol and my numbers are very high, so they’re going to have to put me on some new medications for that and I’ll have to have regular specialist visits. I also was just diagnosed as diabetic and my new medicine for that is really kicking me in the pants. I’m hoping the symptoms for that will mellow out with time but right now it’s just oof. It feels like my stomach is being torn up like crazy and I’ve been getting really nauseous and dizzy. On top of it I also had to do a sleep study since my doctor thinks a lot of my other problems may be related to sleep apnea. This is all on top of my current medical issues already. I’m just so sick of seeing doctors at this point.

As a little icing on the cake, my wonderful father decided to freak out on me out of nowhere and threatened to cut me out because he was “sick of me always having medical issues” and told me to “stop faking being sick”. Said he didn't even want me, all that good stuff. He’s never believed in doctors and always thought I should be praying for healing instead, says the man who relies on recreational drugs for his own healing.

It’s just all a big mess, but hey at least it’s spooky season? I wanna go to an haunted house really bad…
And maybe between all this medical stuff I’ll lose a little weight before my little sister’s upcoming wedding?