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Life Update!
11 months ago
This is where it begins
I usually dont write alot of these, but I thought I give an update!
Life hasnt been kind to me lately, but thats because I haven't been my usual self, and I wanna change that.
Staying bottled up and not wanting to interact has been my downfall, mainly because sometime there's days I just want to be left alone, but others I wanna hang out, be more social, and not act like a creepy stalker or wanting to just get attention.
Also I apologize for selling characters that people enjoy.
Its not because I want to, its because of money reason and to be able to stay living where im at, without ending up homeless or staving.
This kitty has it bad sometimes.
I don't know if age has anything to do with it, or its just Ive changed myself as a person.
It doesn't help that financially I haven't been doing good as well.
Price of living, food and other stuff have been going up lately, and the money im making now isn't really cutting it, to the point where I might have to change jobs soon.
I felt like my life has been wasted for nothing, and if anything I do want things to be back to normal, but its not gonna happen.
Another thing is, its seems like people I use to hang out with a long time ago are either not around anymore, or its just that maybe I scared them away for the way Im acting.
And I remember back when I was younger it was good times. Gaming, alot of voice chatting and even if I sounded a bit weird or I wasn't like any other person, I still had fun.
People do change, and I try to change along with it. But its hard, and I feel like again with age, you gotta evolve along with it, and sometimes I feel like im regressing.
Midwest Furfest is around the corner as well, and yes Im still going.
Am I prepared? No, but that hasn't stop me from doing everything last minute, like I always do.
When this con ends, Im gonna do some major changes! Job wise, and how I act as a person for now on.
No more I be the shy individual who just hang out with a group and try to fit in. Im gonna be more social and actually involve myself, to you know have alot of fun.
That's what cons are for.
So yeah, whoever reads this, I appreciate everybody and hopefully I can return to the way things were.
I still care about some people and I apologize if I have pissed them off in the past, and if there's anyway I can do to fix that.
Life hasnt been kind to me lately, but thats because I haven't been my usual self, and I wanna change that.
Staying bottled up and not wanting to interact has been my downfall, mainly because sometime there's days I just want to be left alone, but others I wanna hang out, be more social, and not act like a creepy stalker or wanting to just get attention.
Also I apologize for selling characters that people enjoy.
Its not because I want to, its because of money reason and to be able to stay living where im at, without ending up homeless or staving.
This kitty has it bad sometimes.
I don't know if age has anything to do with it, or its just Ive changed myself as a person.
It doesn't help that financially I haven't been doing good as well.
Price of living, food and other stuff have been going up lately, and the money im making now isn't really cutting it, to the point where I might have to change jobs soon.
I felt like my life has been wasted for nothing, and if anything I do want things to be back to normal, but its not gonna happen.
Another thing is, its seems like people I use to hang out with a long time ago are either not around anymore, or its just that maybe I scared them away for the way Im acting.
And I remember back when I was younger it was good times. Gaming, alot of voice chatting and even if I sounded a bit weird or I wasn't like any other person, I still had fun.
People do change, and I try to change along with it. But its hard, and I feel like again with age, you gotta evolve along with it, and sometimes I feel like im regressing.
Midwest Furfest is around the corner as well, and yes Im still going.
Am I prepared? No, but that hasn't stop me from doing everything last minute, like I always do.
When this con ends, Im gonna do some major changes! Job wise, and how I act as a person for now on.
No more I be the shy individual who just hang out with a group and try to fit in. Im gonna be more social and actually involve myself, to you know have alot of fun.
That's what cons are for.
So yeah, whoever reads this, I appreciate everybody and hopefully I can return to the way things were.
I still care about some people and I apologize if I have pissed them off in the past, and if there's anyway I can do to fix that.
Lots of love to you always!