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Vent actualization
a year ago
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Okay, these three days had been a f*king Rollercoaster, and even the darkest ideas has been tempting...
We still full of debts and bills to pay and things gets worse and worse.
My cat still disappeared, I have no idea if she's even alive... and another of my cats it's now sick, we have no idea what she have, the first vet comes home and checked her but wasn't sure about what she had. If stomach sickness or a liver failure, which can kill her. We tried whit some meds to see if she get better, and it does for two day, again she's not eating and again it's looks in pain.
We have to take her to the vet again. But If the vet recommends any treatment, I don't know if we can pay for it.
Plus this we have this dam trip, and everything it's going wrong about it... we get in so many debts to make it and now a cat ita missing and another ita sick, we have no money so we can't do a lot of thing that our friends wanted to do and now the airlines it's fucking up our schedules, we should to fly today (monday) and we even made the Chek in but at the fucking 2am I received a mail in which they notified me that I have to change the day of the flight and the choices they give us are shit. If it's not a fucking 25hs flight it's an stupid round trip of 10hs when our initial flight was of just 5 hours...
I'm literally about to meltdown... it's sound small but these cats are my life and i have no idea if two of them will be here or alive at the end of the week, and this trip it's literally a nightmare by now, so much money wasted and so much more that we need to make, my migraines are recurrent by now, every day I'm sick, all the things that could give us some peace are disappeared.
This trip it was going to be our first real vacation after four years of hard working, buts we can't even sleep these days before because always something it's happening, family issues everywhere, money always being a trouble, work it's not here, we are out of income and even had to touch our funds for a better work equip for my parther (who also it's an artist and the money was a loan) and even like that we haven't pay half of all the debts...
I know that I shoul keep positive, but it's being so hard by now... I just cry myself to sleep all night for this all month...
I don't see light on the end ...
Maybe I'm just too overwhelmed by these things... but I needed to take it out...
We still full of debts and bills to pay and things gets worse and worse.
My cat still disappeared, I have no idea if she's even alive... and another of my cats it's now sick, we have no idea what she have, the first vet comes home and checked her but wasn't sure about what she had. If stomach sickness or a liver failure, which can kill her. We tried whit some meds to see if she get better, and it does for two day, again she's not eating and again it's looks in pain.
We have to take her to the vet again. But If the vet recommends any treatment, I don't know if we can pay for it.
Plus this we have this dam trip, and everything it's going wrong about it... we get in so many debts to make it and now a cat ita missing and another ita sick, we have no money so we can't do a lot of thing that our friends wanted to do and now the airlines it's fucking up our schedules, we should to fly today (monday) and we even made the Chek in but at the fucking 2am I received a mail in which they notified me that I have to change the day of the flight and the choices they give us are shit. If it's not a fucking 25hs flight it's an stupid round trip of 10hs when our initial flight was of just 5 hours...
I'm literally about to meltdown... it's sound small but these cats are my life and i have no idea if two of them will be here or alive at the end of the week, and this trip it's literally a nightmare by now, so much money wasted and so much more that we need to make, my migraines are recurrent by now, every day I'm sick, all the things that could give us some peace are disappeared.
This trip it was going to be our first real vacation after four years of hard working, buts we can't even sleep these days before because always something it's happening, family issues everywhere, money always being a trouble, work it's not here, we are out of income and even had to touch our funds for a better work equip for my parther (who also it's an artist and the money was a loan) and even like that we haven't pay half of all the debts...
I know that I shoul keep positive, but it's being so hard by now... I just cry myself to sleep all night for this all month...
I don't see light on the end ...
Maybe I'm just too overwhelmed by these things... but I needed to take it out...
