My ex Mal broke up for the second time. I need love advice from every one, with my history of 30 exes. And the whole recent breakup. I don't know what to do. I'm lost and I don't know where I'm going in life. I know Breanna and Lilly were trying to save the relationship. But the ship broke in half and sank. The lack of communication was the problem. Spatenka was right. I'm incompatible with anyone. She said I'm like a pickle jar, sour to everyone. I have Borderline Personality Disorder. But society says people with that disorder are lethally toxic. The reason we broke up was no communication whatsoever and Mal with his boyfriend Max. But then there was the fact Wilson did love me and that made Mal mad. There were a lot of factors that contributed to the breakup. But now that we are single and I'm friends with Mal and seeing where that goes. I need advice on what to do. I am so lost. I don't know what to do. And I need help. But I do at the same time want to see where life takes on me. Some told me to focus on myself. But then others said it was selfish to focus on myself. Please someone help me.