Horrible People...
10 months ago
To all of you who voted for trump... You are hateful and horrible people who have no empathy. You have selfish desires and never have any form of sympathy for anyone you cannot put a face to. You would gladly punish people you have no clue about, who you have never met. You would gladly harm transgender people because your politicians say 'it bad' and spread misinformation. You would LOVE LOVE LOVE to spread your vitriol just because someone doesn't fully agree with you. You spread lies and hate, even in the presence of information that denies your false facts. You throw blame and anger towards people just because they don't think like you, and have proven your world view is flawed. You state everyone else is bad, everyone else spreads misinformation, everyone else is wrong, all because you are terrified that if you're wrong that bad things will happen in your life.
You are not a hero in your story. You're a villain in MANY others' stories. Many of you are childish, and will bitch and bitch and bitch about how you're being censored on a private website for your political beliefs... When in fact it's because you stalk people, you doxx people, you harass people, you throw insults and gang up on others, you pitch fits and you spew vitriol. You have not a fucking ounce of kindness in your hearts, and I PITY YOU. I FEEL SAD FOR YOU. For you could be a better person... You could try to understand why people do things... But you don't. You put your fingers in your ears, listen to the assholes whispering lies to you, and refused to ACTUALLY do research outside of any form of misinformation that validates your narrow perspective on the world.
You fell for a grifter, a liar, a man who incited an insurrection, and for what? 'Cheaper housing' that he didn't bring when he was in office? 'Better spending' when he had one of the highest debts in US history? 'An end to wars' when he plans to help Israel bomb the fuck out of Gaza to 'end the conflict' and withdraw us out of NATO so Russia can decimate Ukraine? ALL OF THESE THINGS HE HAS SAID HE WILL DO.
'Oh he's not so bad', he literally said on national TV that voting for him means you never need to vote again. That he'll deport 20 MILLION -LEGAL- immigrants, including those who are citizens. That he'll send military after his political opponents. He lies, he cheats, he bribes, and he grifts... And you can't admit you're wrong, because your fucking ego and pride are too big to admit it. You voted in a fascist. HIS OWN ADMINISTRATION SAID HE IS NOT FIT.
... We lost something today... It's not an election... It's trust.
... I observe human behavior. I study what makes them tick... They can be kind... They can be scared, they can be irrational, they can be silly, and the can be weird... But most of all... They always have the potential to become hateful, xenophobic, and bigoted... And I've seen kind people turn to this path many times...
What happens to humanity will be deserved. I am an observer. My burden is to watch. But it hurts. It hurts so much when I feel you all can do so much better... You can learn, and grow, and progress as a species... But it's stagnated by the hatred and selfishness... You're a social species, you cannot live on your own, at least not very well... You need each other... Yet you hate each other so easily...
... ... I am sad... I am tired...
And to the many who cannot reply to my journals because you are blocked... You are hateful and horrible people. You don't deserve to interact with me. This is my own spite towards you. I do not tolerate the intolerant. I do not tolerate those that would harm for selfish reasons.
I do not know if I will be alive soon. I have been sick for a long time. I cannot work anymore. I am depressed, and feel like I am at my limit... But perhaps people would appreciate if the 'weakest link' gets killed off... Survival of the fittest after all, and I'm not fit. Never was... Never will be...
EDIT: TO CLARIFY: I am not blanketing fringe cases or ignorant people who don't realize what they're doing. I am targeting the people who are going from journal to journal of people who are afraid and crying, and going 'lol kill yourself' or 'haha loser'. I am talking about the people who are celebrating that minorities, poor folk, immigrants, queer and trans, as well as others will be hurt by this. You don't celebrate pain. You don't celebrate harming others. You don't celebrate hate.
You are not a hero in your story. You're a villain in MANY others' stories. Many of you are childish, and will bitch and bitch and bitch about how you're being censored on a private website for your political beliefs... When in fact it's because you stalk people, you doxx people, you harass people, you throw insults and gang up on others, you pitch fits and you spew vitriol. You have not a fucking ounce of kindness in your hearts, and I PITY YOU. I FEEL SAD FOR YOU. For you could be a better person... You could try to understand why people do things... But you don't. You put your fingers in your ears, listen to the assholes whispering lies to you, and refused to ACTUALLY do research outside of any form of misinformation that validates your narrow perspective on the world.
You fell for a grifter, a liar, a man who incited an insurrection, and for what? 'Cheaper housing' that he didn't bring when he was in office? 'Better spending' when he had one of the highest debts in US history? 'An end to wars' when he plans to help Israel bomb the fuck out of Gaza to 'end the conflict' and withdraw us out of NATO so Russia can decimate Ukraine? ALL OF THESE THINGS HE HAS SAID HE WILL DO.
'Oh he's not so bad', he literally said on national TV that voting for him means you never need to vote again. That he'll deport 20 MILLION -LEGAL- immigrants, including those who are citizens. That he'll send military after his political opponents. He lies, he cheats, he bribes, and he grifts... And you can't admit you're wrong, because your fucking ego and pride are too big to admit it. You voted in a fascist. HIS OWN ADMINISTRATION SAID HE IS NOT FIT.
... We lost something today... It's not an election... It's trust.
... I observe human behavior. I study what makes them tick... They can be kind... They can be scared, they can be irrational, they can be silly, and the can be weird... But most of all... They always have the potential to become hateful, xenophobic, and bigoted... And I've seen kind people turn to this path many times...
What happens to humanity will be deserved. I am an observer. My burden is to watch. But it hurts. It hurts so much when I feel you all can do so much better... You can learn, and grow, and progress as a species... But it's stagnated by the hatred and selfishness... You're a social species, you cannot live on your own, at least not very well... You need each other... Yet you hate each other so easily...
... ... I am sad... I am tired...
And to the many who cannot reply to my journals because you are blocked... You are hateful and horrible people. You don't deserve to interact with me. This is my own spite towards you. I do not tolerate the intolerant. I do not tolerate those that would harm for selfish reasons.
I do not know if I will be alive soon. I have been sick for a long time. I cannot work anymore. I am depressed, and feel like I am at my limit... But perhaps people would appreciate if the 'weakest link' gets killed off... Survival of the fittest after all, and I'm not fit. Never was... Never will be...
EDIT: TO CLARIFY: I am not blanketing fringe cases or ignorant people who don't realize what they're doing. I am targeting the people who are going from journal to journal of people who are afraid and crying, and going 'lol kill yourself' or 'haha loser'. I am talking about the people who are celebrating that minorities, poor folk, immigrants, queer and trans, as well as others will be hurt by this. You don't celebrate pain. You don't celebrate harming others. You don't celebrate hate.
And he won't be able to do everything he wants to do.
But it doesn't matter... What matters is that so many hateful people exist and have the power to control others...
What IS scary is that this will be considered a mandate and an excuse for all of the worst of our society to follow their worst impulses.
I don't really know what to do today, what to think, how to feel. I knew it would be a close race but the idea that there are just *so many people* that I could see on the street or meet in the airport or watch hurt or even kill people I love.. it's terrifying. I feel so incredibly unsafe in a way I never had before. I had no illusions about this country being amazing when I immigrated, that's not why I immigrated, I moved here for the people I love.. and now I might lose many of them, or at least see them suffer greatly with no recourse. If Trump gets what he wants and stays dictator-for-life, who knows how bad things will get. I agree with every point you make here. The world is full of evil, stupid people. I am so, so scared.