its been a while everyone and i hope you guys have a good day.

i have some good news, and some other sad news to saying. and i wanted to let you know and update on myself for you

good news first, i'm finally get off from financial difficulties

I got government aid and got help on that. so i dont have to over work or get emergency commissions anymore. that loads off a lot from my shoulder, and stresses. makes my life something a life the human should be ..
that was been suffering for 3 years and i'm glad i'm finally get out of from it.

sad news is well my body was kept being weird and getting sick in every ways, and the timing was good after i got financially better so i finally went to hospital. and get bunch of test so i can know what was actually going on with me.

I have diabetes. The thyroid gland has a bump. I have fatty liver, I have high liver levels . Anemia, or hemoglobin, is only 2.7 percent, which is ridiculous, so I need to treated too.

and i got a result about my immune system week ago. Doc says its not bad as a total disease but not normal either. 300 is disease but i have 80 when they give test with my blood.

and i have to go test next year again and see how it goes worse or better or whatever it is.

he says its a small cloud right now, and if its worse its a rainy cloud and rains.

though one thing he told me to be careful was a sunlight. i should avoid sunlight and midday actions. and especially aware on summer too. that makes my immune system worse i guess.

i think he means i could be a bit allergic to sunlight yeah damn. normal people need sunlight but i dont. that's what doc says.

and after that i was focusing making day routine and keep it strict as well as i can, and keep focusing on taking care of my health and finishing commissions these days. so i'm really finishing off quick. so hopefully i can finish a lot of commissions now.

Thanks for reading long story. and I appreciate always