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It's that time of the year...
10 months ago
The purple hamster was in hiding again.
The flu I caught at Eurofurence turned out to be Covid, which was annoying but rather mild. Had to stay home for a week and all was okay again.
But somehow, during that one week, my mind dropped into a depression again. I haven't been very stable this whole year, so it's no big surprise but after a few weeks it turned into the real thing. =/
Mood swings, sadness, no energy to get out of bed at all... at least the self-harm/suicidal tendencies weren't as severe, which is a good thing.
It's no help that things are getting busy at work, now that Christmas is coming up. I still need more time to relax and calm my nerves than I'm used to and there are still days I can't manage to get things done at all. But at least there are days that I'm able to work on art related things. As long as people tell me what to draw, I can do that, but my own creativity is more or less dead right now and I can't wait for this to change!
Anyways... enough of the negative things!
I just uploaded this year's advent calendar and I'm really looking foreward to working on it! Seeing how happy people are about their little gifts makes me happy in return and I could use some happiness right now! =3
Next thing on my list will be NordicFuzzCon. I got a spot in the Dealer's Den, so I'd like to get some new prints and merch done until then.
Also I'll start taking pre-orders for themed badge commissions once the first samples are done.
There are more things I'm planning but for now I'll have to take little hamster steps until my mind is more stable again.
The flu I caught at Eurofurence turned out to be Covid, which was annoying but rather mild. Had to stay home for a week and all was okay again.
But somehow, during that one week, my mind dropped into a depression again. I haven't been very stable this whole year, so it's no big surprise but after a few weeks it turned into the real thing. =/
Mood swings, sadness, no energy to get out of bed at all... at least the self-harm/suicidal tendencies weren't as severe, which is a good thing.
It's no help that things are getting busy at work, now that Christmas is coming up. I still need more time to relax and calm my nerves than I'm used to and there are still days I can't manage to get things done at all. But at least there are days that I'm able to work on art related things. As long as people tell me what to draw, I can do that, but my own creativity is more or less dead right now and I can't wait for this to change!
Anyways... enough of the negative things!
I just uploaded this year's advent calendar and I'm really looking foreward to working on it! Seeing how happy people are about their little gifts makes me happy in return and I could use some happiness right now! =3
Next thing on my list will be NordicFuzzCon. I got a spot in the Dealer's Den, so I'd like to get some new prints and merch done until then.
Also I'll start taking pre-orders for themed badge commissions once the first samples are done.
There are more things I'm planning but for now I'll have to take little hamster steps until my mind is more stable again.
Erstmal aufgerafft, klappt es dann wieder.
Even though I've not found myself able to purchase a slot in your advent calendar so far I always look forward to the results!
Ich hab mich dieses Jahr um's Anstehen am DD drücken können, aber wenn du nächstes Jahr drin bist, komm ich definitiv mal rum :>
Ich wünsche dir auch, dass du stark bleibst und dass erstmal wieder bessere Zeiten für dich anstehen! <3
Würde mich auf jeden Fall freuen, dich zu sehen =3 Dieses Jahr hatte es nur für die Artist Alley gereicht aber nächstes Jahr dann wieder!
*hugs you tight*
It's so annoying that it keeps coming back =/
nach der ef war ich ja noch bei der rügencon, und jaaa, halbe con war verscnupft beim anfang, und am ende lag gefühlt jeder im bett bei der heimreise XD
freue mich auf die nfc und ich werde dich da im DD sehen^^ hoffe der ist dann größer und besser zu besuchen, ist ja diesmal in valhalla, zum glück 50 meter von meinem hotel XD