in case you didnt see my other bulletin, i got a call this morning as soon as i woke up to let me know my dad, who was 56, had a massive heart attack and passed suddenly.

its so surreal still like i woke up this morning and my life is normal but my dad is dead. i always knew he was gonna die early, i didnt know itd be THIS early. its so crazy to go from waking up and your dad being alive to getting a phone call and realizing hes gone. especially when i was 4 months from moving back to arkansas and hanging out with him.

my dad has always been a dark humour kinda guy and i got that from him so if you hear me making a dark joke about it just know that's what he'd want.

he always said he didnt want a funeral, he wanted a party. and if anyone cried hed haunt them for the rest of his life

these are a couple of songs i know he mentioned wanting to hear at his funeral

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RvV3nn_de2k

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ee_uujKuJMI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l482T0yNkeo

im gonna be honouring him with loud music and a few beers which is again what he'd want. possibly a stream with close friends later of some of the friday the 13th movies, which were his favorite. he would make the "ccch ch ch ha ha ha" at me all the time to scare me. and when blair witch came out, we lived out in the woods. at night when we'd have bonfires he'd start screaming TELL US WHERE YOU ARE JOSH to freak me out. he was probably the funniest guy on the planet

if youre wanting to join me in honouring him then smoke it / drink it if you got it and blast music loud enough to give your neighbors tinnitus