It's so irritating, but I'm really fond of him for some reason. Well, I know the reason: he's kind, attractive, we have the same hobbies (kinda), and it's just... I want to be closer to him? Like I wish he would reach out to me more, and I wish he would want to come over to my place and just shoot the shit with me and talk. We go to the same university. I've become obsessed with taurs now because his sona is a taur, and now I'm into (non fatal) vore because that's what he likes. I'm usually the one spamming his inbox with furry art, funny videos, or calling him asking if he wants to hang out. He doesn't mind it (for the most part >~<) but I want to try and abstain from texting him this week and see if I can give him space. I don't want to be annoying, and I have my own stuff to worry about. I just can't seem to shake him out of my head!

(11/18/2024)