I've been through life and had my ups and downs. i learned to try to be someone else when i should have been me. the things ive learned have taught me from my mistakes. from happiness to sadness. to the darkest of times to the greatest of times. i learn to take what i can with what recourses i have. if you truly want to protect yourself protect yourself and your loved ones and your property. if you can keep moving forward making sure to get back up when you get knocked down keep pushing don't let anyone say otherwise. its hard i know. its a cruel world and we all live on this planet together.

i understand that even being alone we are afraid of being alone we are human we fear the things that are just inevitable. its a struggle but we all look for the words that will pick us up and when we hear those words we move towards those people. so don't be afraid to ask for help. reach for help when you truly struggle when your lowest of low. we all struggle we all hurt we are all afraid but why do you think that is? its cause we constantly fight the people around us to reach and strive to be at the top and make others proud but its just yourself gratification that pure feeling we search for to be somewhat complacent/

don't let the world beat you down. keep moving forward.

ill admit I've been to my lowest points that I've tried to commit suicide. i failed at it and i learned that i cant let my emotions just push me to this point. we all deserve an emotion to support us in our time of need be it greed, happiness, hope, even hate. we all need each other. please note that this is for that person who truly needs to see this. to read this. to know they are loved, wanted, and cared about.

don't let those difficult times make you feel ashamed. even if you do achieve what you want in life don't let the fear of loss take over. we all need each other's help. reach out think it out and look for where you truly belong.

look inward and ask yourself who are you? what do you want? what is it i want? who is it i truly want to be? where do i truly feel happy? who do i talk to when i need the support? YOU must figure this out not others not your friends not your parents but you alone must find these answers to find your own destiny in this life.