FA+
Shop
Progress & Complications
a year ago
General
So two weeks after from the LAST journal. I sat my ass down and said no distractions, we're gonna draw!! I've done this a few times now and sadly this has led to some complications. First, The Anxiety. We're getting more comfortable drawing at Night. Which sucks! Because I have various responsibilities that occur on Weeknights. Thus I have to decide what's better in the long run. Next complication is, when I start drawing the LEWD ideas flood my brain. Lewd stuff like Damsels. Damsels in Distress. *groans* So nothing benefiting my SFW endeavors is being accomplished!! And I have FORCED myself to draw TWICE!! Each time ending in a complete Rough Sketch! Like, these drawings are ready for Ink Practice and Colors on my "Kamvas Pro". Unfortunately scanning these Sketches WILL take time because the Scanner I have doesn't work. And the Family Scanner Requires secrecy and moving the scanner entirely (Unless I purchase a 50ft usb-cable. Sooooo. If you're watching these Journal with baited breath for Post soon, don't hold your breath!
But Progress is being made!! It's just, now I have to figure out how to get my Brain to NOT draw LEWD things when I sit down to force myself to draw. Sadly, this will need more time to figure that out. I am happy to announce I drew my Were-Bear and my Kitsune OC's though. Well, their shapes at least, heh heh. I know for a fact Drawing Lewd concepts does NOTHING for my NSFW handle. I mean I don't intend to do commissions and Patreon (Paywalling) is not something I like to do unless I draw 5~7 times a week. So I have to Dig Deep with the Psychology of why I draw lewd things and try to UNDO that mentality to help my situation. But don't worry once I learn to Focus correctly this can benefit Posting here as well. So let me survive the Holidays and we'll see what how my Training turns out.
This is just a journal reflecting my Journey. Technically this is only 2 weeks since the start and I am identifying what needs work. So I guess that's good. But that's all for now. I'll probably Post Holiday Wishes with another Report in about 4~5 weeks. Until then...
-ZD-
But Progress is being made!! It's just, now I have to figure out how to get my Brain to NOT draw LEWD things when I sit down to force myself to draw. Sadly, this will need more time to figure that out. I am happy to announce I drew my Were-Bear and my Kitsune OC's though. Well, their shapes at least, heh heh. I know for a fact Drawing Lewd concepts does NOTHING for my NSFW handle. I mean I don't intend to do commissions and Patreon (Paywalling) is not something I like to do unless I draw 5~7 times a week. So I have to Dig Deep with the Psychology of why I draw lewd things and try to UNDO that mentality to help my situation. But don't worry once I learn to Focus correctly this can benefit Posting here as well. So let me survive the Holidays and we'll see what how my Training turns out.
This is just a journal reflecting my Journey. Technically this is only 2 weeks since the start and I am identifying what needs work. So I guess that's good. But that's all for now. I'll probably Post Holiday Wishes with another Report in about 4~5 weeks. Until then...
-ZD-
