To Explain ~
a year ago
General
🖤🩸🖤 I WANNA PROVE MY LOVE BEFORE I LEAVE
I WANNA MAKE YOU COME AND SCRAPE MY KNEES
WANT YOU TO BITE MY TONGUE UNTIL I BLEED
AND YOU CAN PUT THESE FUCKING WORDS IN MY OBITUARY 🖤🩸🖤
🖤🩸🖤
🖤🩸🖤 Had a bad night with a delivery driver becoming irate at me for something out of my control, shouting at me and dictating to me loudly I was wasting his time.
Couldn't get to the front entry door, so he got mad and refused to follow instructions, so he decided to shout at me that my disability wasn't real, I was faking, just because I limped to the front entry door after a long time arguing on the phone with this guy.
I was shocked and shaken, anxiety has been on overload since so i'm trying to calm down and not let his words affect me.
Then came a message a little later tonight that I was in debt, for a very complicated reason, just a lot of people posing as Paypal Scams and I missed all my regular/official calls.
I explained to the debt collectors my distrust of the whole phone scam thing and there was a HUGE surge this year of them alongside real calls.
Thankfully they understood and won't escalate, long as I sort out a payment plan and get it done, which i'm happy to. Just over £1000 to pay, but hoping with commissions and such I can get it sorted.
Ugh.
Fibromyalgia sucking the life out of me and night terrors, events and shit over the last few days have left me exhausted.
I'm going to continue with Commissions tomorrow/Thursday which is fine, they help with the process of learning and keeping busy, so I thank you all who have commissioned me. <3
I appreciate your patience, lots of things are spiralling it seems but i'll be alright. <3
I got you guys and I wouldn't change that for the world.
Thank you.
- Thrasher / Wolfie
xx
Couldn't get to the front entry door, so he got mad and refused to follow instructions, so he decided to shout at me that my disability wasn't real, I was faking, just because I limped to the front entry door after a long time arguing on the phone with this guy.
I was shocked and shaken, anxiety has been on overload since so i'm trying to calm down and not let his words affect me.
Then came a message a little later tonight that I was in debt, for a very complicated reason, just a lot of people posing as Paypal Scams and I missed all my regular/official calls.
I explained to the debt collectors my distrust of the whole phone scam thing and there was a HUGE surge this year of them alongside real calls.
Thankfully they understood and won't escalate, long as I sort out a payment plan and get it done, which i'm happy to. Just over £1000 to pay, but hoping with commissions and such I can get it sorted.
Ugh.
Fibromyalgia sucking the life out of me and night terrors, events and shit over the last few days have left me exhausted.
I'm going to continue with Commissions tomorrow/Thursday which is fine, they help with the process of learning and keeping busy, so I thank you all who have commissioned me. <3
I appreciate your patience, lots of things are spiralling it seems but i'll be alright. <3
I got you guys and I wouldn't change that for the world.
Thank you.
- Thrasher / Wolfie
xx
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