Am I actually a bad writer?
a year ago
General
I realized lately that my grammar isn't that good and now I'm questioning to either continue or quit. I did found an editor for my grammar but that doesn't change how I feel. Someone told me my pacing for stories is good but I highly question that now. I don't feel like I'm good anymore. It sounds like everyone is telling me I'm awful and maybe I shouldn't have considered writing to begin with. I'm just lost and frustrated on the whole thing.
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Self-doubt, uncertainty, and feeling lost and frustrated are normal things that most every writer has experienced at least once or more in their careers and creative journeys. Best advice I can give is take a little break, read some books for fun. Maybe take out one of your most recent stories, and one of your oldest stories, and compare and contrast, help yourself see how much you've already grown while also try to hone in on specific grammatical and structural problems that keep cropping up persistently and how you can correct them. You could also just try writing something different than the usual, a change of pace and genre might help? But don't be afraid to give yourself breaks or step away for a bit if you're feeling lost, overwhelmed, or frustrated. Writing can be challenging and time-consuming labor of love, it shouldn't make you feel so frustrated you just want to quit though.
If it's any consolation I still struggle with properly pluralizing a lot of words and despite my best efforts my writing is riddled with little punctuation, spelling and grammatical errors all the time too. All you can do is study and work to learn and memorize the technical bits, and train your eyes and mind to spot these little errors on edit.
I hope you won't let this set-back keep you from writing, and that you'll keep pushing forward. Good luck and happy writing~! C:
Hope you solve it out. Wish I could give you some tips but I struggle myself
In a similar vein, I know that my skills with composition, shading, and making actual scenes are not good. All I can really do reliably are pin-ups.
Grammar can be worked on using programs like Grammarly and just reading things out loud to make sure it sounds good. In the end the "rules" of language are just suggestions, as long as the material is understandable, and I can say I've never had any issue understanding your work, if I did, then I would have never ready your work and never started following you.