been cleaning like fuck for the past week working on getting at least the living room and kitchen presentable enough that if we need to call 911 for nadine (my mother in law with cancer) then we won't get the house condemned.
i am mentally, physically, and emotionally tapped out right now. today we had to emergency run to hanover to go get nadine more pain medication due to a miscommunication, now she's at risk of having to be carted back to the ER to deal with a bowel blockage, but hopefully what we got her today will prevent that.
i'm so sorry that there's been no progress on commissions, i just have no energy to divert to anything but taking care of my mother in law, cleaning the house, cooking food, trying to play at being a homemaker while also being physically disabled and about to fall apart mentally
i am so exhausted i want to sleep for days straight but we have so much work to do

big shoutout to  refizul for the donation <3 we had to go get nadine some extra medications today and that genuinely made it so we could afford them. neo, you da man. <3

again, and i hate asking this of anyone, but we'd love any donation towards medications for nadine, gas for transporting her to and from appointments to dartmouth (we live about 45 min. away from dartmouth-hitchcock medical center) and food. we're visiting the food shelf every 2 weeks but a lot of the foods we get from there don't agree with nadine's stomach.

if you're feeling generous and can spare the funds (please don't light yourself on fire to warm others) my paypal is here: https://paypal.me/skellertips

thanks for reading my rant