(hugs tightly) To be fair, this IS the holiday season, so it's possible people just weren't able to afford due to Christmas shopping lunacy. I am sorry you have been so discouraged, regardless: if you ever do change your mind, hopefully it will turn out better.

Sincerely,
The Cheshire Cat's Master

If I wasn't already having to be tight on savings I would have definitely jumped into the YCH myself. But with the timing of it I was unfortunately not able to participate.

I was absolutely down to jump into this YCH until I saw how much was truly in my bank account, and with bills needing to be paid and Christmas shopping...it made me feel so bad that I couldn't hop into this one like I did with all the others.

I understand that if you don't want to try something like this again, but I'm keeping hopes up that once I'm in a more stable place, I'll be your biggest supporter. Don't let this bring you down. It was just people worrying about having extra money. Hopefully in the new year, you'll get a better chance for these.

Please take care. It will get better.

Just wasn't a thing I was interested in, and maybe many others weren't as well. Doesn't mean people only want lion king ychs, it just means that is more popular, but it doesn't mean people only want them. You can't look at things so pessimistically, it'll only damage yourself with self doubt.

Take care of yourself.