2024 Statement
9 months ago
Before I start, Happy New Year Everyone!
Last year was... not so kind to me. It went downhill stupid fast after the whole incident back at Furry Weekend Atlanta. Because of that, I ended up in debt that I’m struggling to get out of. Not only that, I had to pay for repairs of the house that I’m living in currently for several months. Halfway through the year, my car broke down and I’m struggling to repair it. It’s stuck in parking, and I can’t get it towed to see a mechanic, meaning I need one to come. Which has been an ongoing issue. I’ve gotten some help from a good, close friend of mine to replace certain parts, and I managed to change the battery of my own, but now the battery is dead again after one month and the car is still not turning on even with said new battery. It’s January First and I’m still without a car.
That’s just only one of my many problems this past year. On December 3rd, I had to voluntarily surrender one of my dogs to the animal shelter as I couldn’t care for him anymore due to financial strife. It broke my heart to give him up, but he’s still a young dog (3 years old) and I’m sure a loving family will care for him. It still haunts me to this day that I had to give him up. My family didn’t want to care for him as they didn’t feel they were responsible, even though it was my sister who bought him for my nephew. And being that he’s a chi mix, they’re one-people dog and have trouble accepting change. So, I did my best. It hurts… but there was nothing I could do. I still have my main one I’ve had for almost 10 years. And I refuse to give her up as I love her more than anything.
Another problem is that I was without my diabetic medication for 6 months due to my insurance rejecting my prior authorization requests for my injections. And then they rejected the appeal, which had me do yet another with my signature since that was all is required. It took a whole month for them to approve, which left me with my sugar levels being all over the place. My health has not been the best, but I did try my hardest to keep it under control.
I’ve been gradually getting myself more and more into roleplay on F-list in hopes to keep myself mentally buried along with artistically stimulated with story-based stimulation. I’ve gained many new friends… I’ve lost many new friends due to drama I was not related to. I’ve been told by many I’ve done nothing wrong, yet it hurts. Mentally I’m struggling to keep myself grounded as best as I can and doing all I could.
What’s more is that I’ll be needing to find a new place to live in May. Or not. I don’t know yet as I’m told the house will become mine if mom moves out. I just don’t know. I’ve been paying for all the bills in the house on my own as it is, including drinkable water since well water is not best for drinking before boiling it.
All I can say is I’m doing the best I can. I won’t be able to make it to any conventions this year until my debt is under control. I wish for help. Any help when it comes to paying off what I owe, but I know people have other things that are more important, which I completely understand.
I’ll continue to do what I can. I just hope this year will be far better than the last. Happy New Year, Everyone. Maybe this year be better. For all of us that matters the most.
- Cyn.
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Last year was... not so kind to me. It went downhill stupid fast after the whole incident back at Furry Weekend Atlanta. Because of that, I ended up in debt that I’m struggling to get out of. Not only that, I had to pay for repairs of the house that I’m living in currently for several months. Halfway through the year, my car broke down and I’m struggling to repair it. It’s stuck in parking, and I can’t get it towed to see a mechanic, meaning I need one to come. Which has been an ongoing issue. I’ve gotten some help from a good, close friend of mine to replace certain parts, and I managed to change the battery of my own, but now the battery is dead again after one month and the car is still not turning on even with said new battery. It’s January First and I’m still without a car.
That’s just only one of my many problems this past year. On December 3rd, I had to voluntarily surrender one of my dogs to the animal shelter as I couldn’t care for him anymore due to financial strife. It broke my heart to give him up, but he’s still a young dog (3 years old) and I’m sure a loving family will care for him. It still haunts me to this day that I had to give him up. My family didn’t want to care for him as they didn’t feel they were responsible, even though it was my sister who bought him for my nephew. And being that he’s a chi mix, they’re one-people dog and have trouble accepting change. So, I did my best. It hurts… but there was nothing I could do. I still have my main one I’ve had for almost 10 years. And I refuse to give her up as I love her more than anything.
Another problem is that I was without my diabetic medication for 6 months due to my insurance rejecting my prior authorization requests for my injections. And then they rejected the appeal, which had me do yet another with my signature since that was all is required. It took a whole month for them to approve, which left me with my sugar levels being all over the place. My health has not been the best, but I did try my hardest to keep it under control.
I’ve been gradually getting myself more and more into roleplay on F-list in hopes to keep myself mentally buried along with artistically stimulated with story-based stimulation. I’ve gained many new friends… I’ve lost many new friends due to drama I was not related to. I’ve been told by many I’ve done nothing wrong, yet it hurts. Mentally I’m struggling to keep myself grounded as best as I can and doing all I could.
What’s more is that I’ll be needing to find a new place to live in May. Or not. I don’t know yet as I’m told the house will become mine if mom moves out. I just don’t know. I’ve been paying for all the bills in the house on my own as it is, including drinkable water since well water is not best for drinking before boiling it.
All I can say is I’m doing the best I can. I won’t be able to make it to any conventions this year until my debt is under control. I wish for help. Any help when it comes to paying off what I owe, but I know people have other things that are more important, which I completely understand.
I’ll continue to do what I can. I just hope this year will be far better than the last. Happy New Year, Everyone. Maybe this year be better. For all of us that matters the most.
- Cyn.
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Anyways, I really hope 2025 treats us better. Happy new Years my fellow ferret.
Cheers