So just to be clear, we have the answer already about what's wrong with me (i need my HRT that's what) and I'm doing this wacko stuff to get to know myself better without mixing everybody else in with me. We'll be back to my regularly scheduled social life as soon as BGLF Does The Thing Like It Do. I'll probably keep this bit up though, I've found myself to be better company like this than sitting quietly lmao.