It's been close to a year since sadpepega/furzo disappeared and deleted all her pages, disappeared from my life. I considered her a close friend and now I don't know if she's even alive or if she died (by her own hand or Russia's). The fact that I never will get closure... never get to say goodbye, it eats away at me. It's very possible she did all this to avoid doing commissions she owed, but even that is up in the air.

I wonder if I could do things differently and somehow helped prevented her from disappearing (or not, who knows).

Friend, wherever you are, you are missed. <3