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GOOOOOOOD MOOOOORNNNNIIIIIINNNNNNG VIETNAAAAAAMMMMM
It's 2025. A new year, the beginning of another quarter century, and the year of Black Ops 2. Honestly surprised I've made it this far. Hopefully I'll be around to see the turn of another quarter century. I'll be 48 when that happens, if all goes to plan.
2024 was a helluva year, for all the wrong reasons. My family and I had been kicked out of the place we called home in May, lost my cat, lived in a camping trailer for three months, and joined the Army.
The Army was actually pretty fun. I enjoyed the time I had spent there, for the most part. Until September when the whole world came crashing down on me with just a few words.
I've dealt with a couple losses last year, one being my cousin who died of a rapidly spreading cancer in his body. Just barely into his fifties too. Something about a chemical spill he was caught up in during his time in the Army.
And then, Forest passed. I still remember all the events after I received the news that day like it was yesterday. Needless to say, my mental health went to absolute shit after that. So much so, the Army decided it would be best that I was separated. I won't go into detail about that though.
It's been a struggle since I got back. I found myself a job and my own place, but the job is barely tolerable, and pushing me passed my stress limit. I've... unfortunately found solace in having a few drinks every so often. At least once a week, though sometimes I find myself looking down a bottle at least three days a week.
Trying to prevent it from becoming more of a problem by just forcing myself to stay home on my days off. Instead of going out, I've taken to streaming on Twitch. Xx_GhostWolf21_xX if you're interested.
I'm hanging in there, even if it's by a few threads. Long as they hold me up, I'll be just fine. Hopefully this year will be a little more prosperous and fruitful. Maybe I'll travel some this year. Maybe I'll finally start pursuing some of my dreams. I've been saying that for at least three years, since I graduated in 2021, but who knows? Maybe it'll be different this year. Here's to hoping. Cheers 🍻
2024 was a helluva year, for all the wrong reasons. My family and I had been kicked out of the place we called home in May, lost my cat, lived in a camping trailer for three months, and joined the Army.
The Army was actually pretty fun. I enjoyed the time I had spent there, for the most part. Until September when the whole world came crashing down on me with just a few words.
I've dealt with a couple losses last year, one being my cousin who died of a rapidly spreading cancer in his body. Just barely into his fifties too. Something about a chemical spill he was caught up in during his time in the Army.
And then, Forest passed. I still remember all the events after I received the news that day like it was yesterday. Needless to say, my mental health went to absolute shit after that. So much so, the Army decided it would be best that I was separated. I won't go into detail about that though.
It's been a struggle since I got back. I found myself a job and my own place, but the job is barely tolerable, and pushing me passed my stress limit. I've... unfortunately found solace in having a few drinks every so often. At least once a week, though sometimes I find myself looking down a bottle at least three days a week.
Trying to prevent it from becoming more of a problem by just forcing myself to stay home on my days off. Instead of going out, I've taken to streaming on Twitch. Xx_GhostWolf21_xX if you're interested.
I'm hanging in there, even if it's by a few threads. Long as they hold me up, I'll be just fine. Hopefully this year will be a little more prosperous and fruitful. Maybe I'll travel some this year. Maybe I'll finally start pursuing some of my dreams. I've been saying that for at least three years, since I graduated in 2021, but who knows? Maybe it'll be different this year. Here's to hoping. Cheers 🍻
Lucasfan375
~lucasfan375
Glad to see you're back. Happy new year bro!
