Hey, If there is anyone out there, I really need cheering up.

I am not trying to be an attention whore, but hear me out:

I am in a supper depressed mood because my parents have divorced and through out my life and now, I have been holding away my strong emotions. Recently, they are starting to leak out and I can't help myself but sop at times. Worse yet I have been having strong thoughts of suicide and am only stopping my self thinking I may have something in my future. But with my grades declining, that is seeming like less of a possibility. The worst part is that I am being almost bombarded from both sides, what it feels like, to win my affection.

If anyone is out there, and truly cares, I could use some random acts of kindness

Please...